Posted - August 30, 2005
Well things have been going very well for me and Brad, but Lydia does not like Chris very much at all and I don't want any hard feelings between her and I if I decide to go out with Brad, but he is such a nice guy. Maybe Brad has more friends he can introduce her to. I would hate to give up this crush for her, but I would in an instant. I would rather have my lifelong buddy than a drooly old boy. Oh the drama of a teenage girls life! I got in a fight with Lydia yesterday and we didn't talk for the whole day at work. I know that I am spending a lot of time with Brad, but she feels like I am totally ignoring her. I don't understand how she could feel that way since I spend just as much time with her. Plus she was the one who ignored me yesterday. I wish she would just call me and talk to me, but I know she wants me to apologize to her. God that bugs me so much, I don't think I did anything wrong; why should I apologize for having a new fling? I want to keep her though so I know I will anyways, it just bugs me is all. I hate it when she gets this way, especially since she knows me so well, the only thing I can really do is what she knows I'm going to do anyways. I am going to apologize, we will make-up, and I'll help her find a date, if I don't I'll just have to call it quits with Brad. But all these things will work out in the end.
Hugs and Kisses
Maryanne